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About Me Member Pornographic Connoisseur jaysin23/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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my last words

Sat Oct 24, 2009, 12:39 AM
i never wanted to say this but this my last words ill ever write ..here ...anywhere im tired of everything im sick of my life im sick of living peroid and i never wanted to do this i never wanted it to end ths way but fuck it...good bye

  • Mood: Agony
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing

Devious Info

  • Favourite band or musician: cannibal corpse,aeon,a bullet for my valentine(WAKING THE DEMON!!) ,carcass, icp, twiztid
  • Favourite genre of music: death FUCKING metal,punk hardcore,hip hop,classic rock ,oldies ,ambient,avant garde,art rock
  • Favourite photographer: idk anymore
  • Favourite style of art: surrealism ,digital design,photography

deviantID

when i first signed up for this site i couldnt draw worth crap i was young carefree and diddnt care that i couldnt draw..over the past few years i developed so many skills just by looking at other artist work that i am amazed by what im doing and i feel the same way i did 4 years ago about making photography (and/or)drawing a career path of mine ..i may still not be the greatist but i know i evolved alot


personal quotes

An understanding heart is everything in a teacher, and cannot be esteemed highly enough. One looks back with appreciation to the brilliant teachers, but with gratitude to those who touched our human feeling. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but warmth is the vital element for the growing plant and for the soul of the child-carl jung

It's just a ride and we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money, a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one-bill hicks

Infinite love is the only truth. Everything else is illusion.
David Icke

i love philosophy and the study of religion because of the only fact that im human ...i know i can see past the matrix of reality and infinte love is still the only truth,i study quantum physics,secret societies and i love sci fi films and the occult..no im not a satanist..i do believe in a spiritual being but im neither a christian or a atheist

music is my life force it revolves around me more than anything i do besides my art i enjoy more music than any other person should be allowed..lol i have listen to 1000s upon 1000s of bands and still could go on for eternity...

as for my life right now ...im am blessed to have an amazing person in my life who i love so much and waking up and knowing one day that my life could end any second makes me want to be with her even more ...





lotusxblackxrain: point is i just dont care anymore ...if i die i die maybe ill come back as a llama
stacy nevel: Lol llamas are cute
lotusxblackxrain: yeah u could be my owner..muahahaha
stacy nevel: Id pet you everyday lol
lotusxblackxrain: weird llama noise**(or what ever they fucking do0
stacy nevel: Lol
lotusxblackxrain: haha i feel dumb
stacy nevel: Its ok it was cute and it made me feel better

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:icongloomykiddkarebear:
Thankyou for the favs:hug: Miss ya much:weed:

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:weed:Smoke it up:weed:
If I told you to "Go", would you leave me?

im in ur basement with a dead body stankin up the place havin a party an doin the headless boogie
:icongloomykiddkarebear:
Thankyou for the fav on my poem love:D

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Psychopathic Drawings- [link]
:weed:Smoke it up:weed:
If I told you to "Go", would you leave me?

im in ur basement with a dead body stankin up the place havin a party an doin the headless boogie
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:icongloomykiddkarebear:
I love you, an I thankyou for the many favs:hug:

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I'm looking for sick thrills!!:chainsaw:

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I'm a juggalette & I'm runnin with my hatchet for life mothafackos.:ninja:MMFWKCL:D
JC+KW=true love:heart:6/15/09
I'm only wacked out on certain ocasions.
:icongloomykiddkarebear:
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This is a poem I wrote for you:heart: hopw you like it!

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I'm looking for sick thrills!!:chainsaw:

my dA: [link]

I'm a juggalette & I'm runnin with my hatchet for life mothafackos.:ninja:MMFWKCL:D
JC+KW=true love:heart:6/15/09
I'm only wacked out on certain ocasions.

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